Well, I decided to start a secret diary of a tall amazon girl, where I'm going be sharing my feelings, my thoughts and my problems with you.
Sometimes I feel so alone with my own feelings and by sharing what I go through maybe would help somebody else. This is a secret diary, which means that I don't normally share such thoughts with others, but usually keep them to myself.
I have big heart, but my heart is often broken with unfulfilled needs and this blog will help me to vet a little bit.
more secret diary of a tall amazon girl
I am a tall amazon girl, and not only my looks are so unique but also my life, my thoughts and my own problems.
The biggest problem for me right now is that I feel really abandoned, rejected and left alone.
I am a tall girl and I do like short men, it's not a secret, it's just how it happened in my life before. Maybe I get attracted to wrong men, I don't know, but the last experience left me abandoned and heart broken.
I seem to have a really good life on the outside, but what is really important to me, I can't have and never will. All I wanted just some affection and some commitement from someone that I liked before.
Are short men bad in nature? I don't think so...I just got attracted to wrong unavailable man. All I wanted just commitement, friendship and I just don't understand why he can't give what I really need.
I want so little from my life and still I can't have it. Why do I want it so much that I can't have. A little bit of love and affection, a little bit of care and attention.
Amazon girl diary should help me to sort through my feelings and maybe help someone who feels alone with their own problems similar to mine.