I am a tall amazon girl and I like short men. Actually, I don't like all men, but I like one short man. This is my story of my broken heart and broken relationship.
I'm just trying to mend my broken heart. Sometimes I wonder if I was too tall or too big or too something for him and he couldn't keep continue to be with me. Why do men have necessity to break all the ties and move on with his life, why can't we juts be friends?
How hard is to be a friend to a tall amazon woman? What is wrong with my looks or my personality that he just couldn't get along with?
Such questions I keep asking myself over and over and have no idea where to look for answers.
Why men don't like to be friends and talk to women... Women love talking and sharing feelings but men don't. How hard is to be a friend, being affectionate, nice and caring? It's all I ever wanted, just simple friendship.
Do I intimidate men by being me? Do I intimidate men by being tall, by being strong, by being somewhat intimidating.
I'm a cute girl. I know that men love me, but what everyone is looking for is so unique and you never know the conclusion of any relationship, who is going to get hurt and who is going to suffer more.
Why can't I just have a beautiful honest relationship with one short man? Why do men find friendships boring?
I really do care about people who I get attracted to. From now on, I have a broken heart and I have so much mistrust to anyone I meet now. Liking somebody so much changed my inner being.
Having so little trust and having lots of mistrust is getting hard on me. I don't always look of feel good about myself anymore. I am a beautiful woman, but what's a point to be beautiful and charming when I can't have what I want anyway. What a point to have everything perfect in my life and not being able to be happy and enjoy life just because I can't have what I really want.
It's easy to suggest to go meet somebody new when I am not able to trust anybody...it's lost trust and lost part of my soul.